I have you on my finger and on my finger you must stay
you were put there not by force but by a special mystic ray
I am on your wrist, I’m with you day and night you write songs about my love life …And you’re always right.
I cant wait till your here, we will collect koalas and make them pets cuddle in my DOONA. and rest our pretty little heads..
on… our PILLOW .. not comforter… .. yeah that didn’t rhyme. so necessary.
So have a perfect day, i hope you love everything you received. Im not what you want, just what you need.
Perfect <3…. except the last line. (even if it is my own lyrics lol) Want - desire: feel or have a desire for; Need - a lack of something desirable; the reason for the action; that which gives purpose and direction to behavior;
“Do you want me to tell you something really subversive? Love is everything it’s cracked up to be. That’s why people are so cynical about it. It really is worth fighting for, being brave for, risking everything for. And the trouble is, if you don’t risk anything, you risk even more.”—erica jong (via truthisafragilething) (via iheartlove) (via avajean) (via lovebot)
This is the first christmas I can recall waking up and having no desire for it to actually be christmas. I’m suppose to be leaving my moms in 9 minutes to go to my dads. I’m still in bed, still not dressed. Ugh I just have to get this over with. At least my aunt will be at my grandma’s. She’s like the big sis I never had. Anyway were pretty much in the same boat these days so we decided that we’re starting our own club and to be in it, you have to talk about / deal with your issues. Since none of our family does that, they can’t be in our club so we’re gonna sit in the corner and mock the elephants in the room. God I love my aunt lol.
Fuck it, I have 5 minutes now cause I keep laying here. I guess I better get ready so I don’t deal with my dad calling me and bitching.
My heart is light tonight. And it feels almost strange to type that. Because i remember so much wrestling and the weight of so many different Decembers. i don’t know if it’s the holidays or the year’s coming to a close but this time of year has a way of reminding us what’s missing, reminding us what hurts… i feel like i’ve been there a lot in recent years.
If you can relate to any of that tonight - to things missing or things changed or lost or broken - we just want to take a moment to say that it matters. Your story and your pain, your hopes and fears and dreams. It matters. You matter. Tonight and tomorrow and ten years from now. We’re sorry for your hurts, for empty seats and elephants in rooms and dreams that feel impossible.
John Mayer said it well in a tweet earlier tonight: “Sending a heartfelt Merry Christmas to those who feel loneliness this time of year. You’re not alone. Hang in there.”
We’ll add to that: Keep going. Keep fighting. Talk to someone. Get the help you need. Your life is worth fighting for. Your dreams, your story, the things that make you come alive - those things deserve to shine. You deserve a friend. You deserve to be loved, to be known. Whatever you’re carrying - whatever aches or haunts or steals - you were never meant to carry it alone. Bono sings “We get to carry each other.” He suggests that it’s a privilege, that it’s the best way to live. You were meant to walk with other people, to invite other characters to play parts in your life.
Wherever you’re at tonight, however heavy or light the night is, whatever scene it finds you living - please know that you matter very much. Please know that you are something priceless, something beautiful and entirely unique. There is hope for you. There is hope for all of us. 2010 has never happened before and the same is true about tomorrow.
A prayer for you, or perhaps a wish if you prefer it said that way: We hope these things feel true. We hope you know you matter. We hope you find your smile. You deserve it -you absolutely do.
I WAS FINE BEFORE I MET YOU. I HOPE THE TWO OF YOU ARE OH SO FUCKING HAPPY. SEEING AS YOU FELT YOU DIDN’T HAVE IT IN YOUR HEART TO GIVE FULLY.
I NEED TO LEAVE NOW. LIKE RIGHT FUCKING NOW. GOD, THANKS FOR AT LEAST GIVING ME A REASON TO BE PISSED. I WAS JUST KIND OF NUMB AND DEALING WITH THE SITUATION. NOW I’M PISSED. NOW EVERYTHING EVERYONE SAID IS FINALLY TRUE. THEY WERE ALL RIGHT ABOUT YOU. ALL OF THEM. ALL OF THEM TOLD ME THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT WOULD HAPPEN. AND I DIDN’T BELIEVE IT. NOT EVEN TWO DAYS LATER. HERE I AM. THERE YOU ARE. HAVE A FUCKING GOOD ONE. ENJOY LIVING YOUR LIE.
Ahhh Nashville/Franklin,TN how I love you. Back in town for a few days writing with Ilya and Marty again. When we started the session I pulled out my guitar and started flipping through my lyrics. “I have this one song, it’s not very country-ish but I can play it for you.” Not even 5 minutes after I played the song, Ilya’s got his banjo out and is hammering along. It sounds SO awesome! The tone of the song is quiet sarcastic and Michelle Branch / Taylor Swift. I really like it!
Then during my writing session I got a call from Kyle. Apparently they found a house! The deal is, it’s duplex but we’re gonna take the WHOLE house BUT - We only get the top half for the month of January. Apparently the tennat of the bottom floor isn’t moving out to Feb 1st. So for Jan, the 5 of us are sharing a 3 bedroom. It’s gonna suck. A lot. A LOT. BUT from what I’ve been told, the room’s are huge, the house is great and once we have the bottom floor it’s gonna be freaking amazing (so I’m told). I’m excited to go home and see it.
Kinda bummed though. I feel like I can’t get in the christmas spirit at my house and now I feel like my birthday is going to be pushed to the back burner =( . IDK I just wanted it to be like last year and be aweosme and now I have no idea.
Also, being away from home during the holidays is kind of a downer. Seeing all the christmas lights everywhere. It just makes me really sad. I also miss you SO much! I’m so happy I got to make dinner for you the night I was home and snuggle for a bit, totally what I wanted/needed. But it made me miss you that much more. I know, I’ll see you sunday/monday but still. I wish you were here sharing this with me.